How Do I Deal With Not Being Able To Have Children?

Having a baby has been my dream since I can remember. I have always been good with children. I've been a nanny, a teacher, & my favorite age has always been babies. Some years ago, I found out I couldn't have any children. It literally broke my heart. I have a wonderful husband who was very supportive, at the time; but now he feels like it's time for me to "get over it". It's very hard for me to even see commercials of pregnant women or of babies/children, much less seeing them in public. I don't cry as much as I used to, but I just can't seem to deal with it. My Mother died while I was in High School and my Grandmother passed away before we found this out. So, I don't have any family to talk to about it, and my friends don't understand. How do I get over something that has been my dream my whole life? Can someone please tell me the best way to deal with this "loss"?
courtney4bama courtney4bama
36-40, F
Dec 9, 2012