I Know.

I know there are lots of people who have had crushes on me. I'm not sure how many, but I know a few of them. I feel like such a narcissistic bastard saying that. I always went out of my way in middle school to find out who liked me and why. I'm not sure why I felt the need to do that. Maybe it was the beginnings about my own insecurities about my looks and personality? Well, time has proven my recent thoughts wrong, or maybe it has just proven that fate has a sick sense of humor. Putting my mind in this body? Ridiculous. I love knowing that people like me, but it sort of brings my own self hatred into relief. I have no reason to hate, but I do anyways.
Thereisnohope Thereisnohope
18-21, M
May 8, 2012