He Likes Me But I Don't Like Him

There's a guy in my grade that I am almost positive likes me. We were friends at first, but then he was just so different from me. He is also very hateful and disrespectful. Plus, I'm Christian and he isn't so he cusses and all that. Also, he smells weird. We used to talk all the time and I think that he must have thought that I was flirting with him. But he has also had a really tough life. His mom and his dad are divorced. He lives with his mom, who hates him, and she gets drunk a lot. His dad is just the same. Lately I've just been pretty much ignoring him, hoping that he will eventually just go away. I feel mean when I do that, but I also don't want to get closer to him and then just hurt him even more by not liking him. Every day, before I go to the class I have with him, I cringe and feel sick to my stomach. I almost dread going to that class. I'm afraid that someday he may ask me out, which I would definitely say no, but I wouldn't know how to do it nicely if he did. I could really use some help or suggestions! :( Oh yeah, do you guys think I'm wrong for thinking any of those things?
KittenPaws KittenPaws
13-15, F
1 Response May 14, 2012

if you feel like that then be friends with him. don't get too atached and everytime you talk to him tell him about some boys that you think are cute and always mention 'as one of my friend' and when you think he's going to ask you out interupt him by reminding him you two are just friends. and this is where your other friends come in and say they need to talk to you. or they should find an excuse to take you away from him. (hope i didn't sound so mean?)