Thought About This Last Night

One of my good friends was shot and killed in a drug related crime.  He wasn't even the target.  I wonder how my life would have progressed if he were still alive.  

I think if there's anyone I would have told about my ex beating me, it would be him.  If there's anyone I would have told about all the other bad things I went through, and also known that they wouldn't judge me or abandon our friendship, it would have been him.  

A part of me thinks that I would have thought twice about leaving DC if he were still alive.  

yoyy yoyy
26-30, F
2 Responses Mar 2, 2010

in this type of scenario, it sucks that you can relate. (((((hugs)))))

It really sucks that he's not alive. I think about how he died and how he's just not here and even though it's been years it still makes me so sad.