Nope No One Will Miss Me

I've always been a loner. I have my boys and they will miss me but no, no one else will. I've always helped the homeless on the streets whenever I could and I've never hurt anyone but I don't feel like I've done anything on this earth worth doing... I've never made a "mark" so to speak. Never built myself up financially and been noticed, or just helped to do something great. I don't believe anyone will miss me and sometimes I feel the funeral home will be empty. I'm not good with conversation so I don't stay in touch with people very much so, I will live alone and die more alone.
suetone1113 suetone1113
1 Response Jul 29, 2012

Hi - I understand what you are saying I feel the same way. The difference with me though is that I'm very outgoing and i really try hard to meet good people but i'm still alone. I try hard to figure out what it is that i'm doing where I can't seem to find at least one good loyal friend. I don't know. But what I do know is that this is the way I am and I can't change that. If you are shy there are groups you can be a part of that will help you to become better at communicationg with others. I feel that there is a special purpose for us both in this world and we have to find out exactly what we are here to do. There is always something that we can do to help others rather it be volunteering our time to a homeless shelter or helping the elderly. I hope that you find peace and love in your heart and a good group of people that will be of support to you so that you won't feel so alone. You are always welcome to chat with me if you would like i'm here to listen. : )