When Will He Answer

Why does God continue to let me struggle in life. Me health is good but my mental health is not so good. I have had panic attacks for over twenty years. They got much better but do not go away altogether. It almost always feels a little hard to breathe. Maybe because I worry about money so much and paying all my bills. I know being alone has a lot to do with it. I used to share an apartment with my sister and daughter but because she lost her job my sister had to move away. My daughter moved very far away. I started in this area with my mom, daughter and sister and now it is just me and I feel so much pain. I have no friends. I just want my family back and I know that will NEVER happen and it hurts. I keep hearing I will get double for my trouble but now at 50 I wonder if it will ever happen.
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Jan 17, 2013