Unrequited Like?

 Am i obsessed with the guy, or my idea of the guy?

I don't know much about him, only what I have observed when we are in the same room.

He's kinda jerky,  a little conceited, and a lot full of him self! I question why I'm miserable everyday. oh, and he eats like a pig!

He's also funny, extremely smart (which is a big bonus, because smart=sexy! I like nerds! :) ) and has an athletes body (he plays a lot of sports, soccer mostly).

I talk to him everyday, although it's not really talking because we don't talk about much of anything. Our conversations usually consists of him and his friend calling me a demon and telling me I eat babies. Usually I laugh because, it is funny and clever compared to all of the other things people have called me before. But now it's starting to bug me, because I like him and he thinks of me as a cannibal satan!

Does he really like me, or is he just enjoying himself at my expense? I mean, yea he calls me a baby-eating fallen angel, but he also play stares at me a lot! He plays around with me too. He'd sometimes throw my things off my desk or attempt to. One thong I've noticed though is that he has never touched me. Not even a playful poke or shove. i have touched him though, I thought it'd be a good idea to tell him he could touch me without saying anything.

Idk! Should I just give up?

Nikkiola Nikkiola
18-21, F
Mar 6, 2010