I Wonder...

I wonder if any of my old childhood friends ever think about me or miss me at all. I never had many friends as a kid, but I have none now. I've always been very quiet & it's always been very hard for me to talk to people. But I had a couple of best friends during my childhood who I still think about & one of them I still miss. I wonder what her life is like now. I've seen her a few times over the years but have been too afraid to ever say anything to her, so i think she thinks I just don't like her or something. I know we're very different, but I think we still have things in common, too. I wonder if I'll ever be in a position to talk to people & not be so scared. If so, I'd like to get back in touch with her (as well as some other people from my past) just to see how her life is. I haven't seen her in around three years or longer now & I truly have no clue what her life is like.

lyricalongings lyricalongings
31-35, F
Feb 24, 2010