I am a practioner of wholistic healthcare and healing, a Reiki Master, married, a college student, have been self-employed for over 20 years, a teacher, a counselor, a minister, an overly indulgent father and grandfather, a writer, an excellent cook, a practical joker, and...well, that's enough. I am also one of those people that feels lonely even when surrounded by people that care about me. Being the one that everyone else comes to for help, a shoulder to cry on, advice, whatever, is not a bad thing. But it leaves me in a situation where I have no one to talk to about my feelings, fears, problems, frustrations, etc. I know that this probably sounds like a bunch of self-pity but it really isn't, I would just like to find someone that can be for me what I am for so many others, friend that I can talk to.