Does It Mean the Same to Them....

 AS IT DOES TO ME? I MEAN THERE ARE LOTS OF WAYS YOU CAN TAKE IT IF SOMEONE SAYS THAT TO YOU...... USUALLY IF I SAY IT (ESPECIALLY TO A GUY), IT'S BECAUSE I'M TOO INSECURE TO JUST SAY "I LOVE YOU". FEAR OF REJECTION, HUMILATION, ETC, ETC, ETC.....

I HATE IT THOUGH, BECAUSE UP TO THIS POINT IN MY LIFE, NO ONE WHO HAS SAID THAT TO ME HAS MEANT WHAT I HOPED THEY MEANT. IT LEAVES ME DEPRESSED & USUALLY FRAGILE FOR A FEW DAYS, WEEKS, MONTHS..................YEARS. MAHAHAHAH!

HOPEFULLY NO LONGER. I AM HOPING THE NEXT MAN WHO SAYS THAT TO ME................... WELL, THAT IT GROWS INTO SOMETHING REAL & FOREVER. =] CAUSE, ISN'T THAT WHAT ALL OF US TRULY WANT? ACCEPTANCE & LOVE FROM THAT ONE PERSON THAT WE CAN TRULY BE OURSELVES WITH. THAT ONE BEST FRIEND, WHO ENDS UP BEING SO MUCH MORE......

Teri

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Mar 12, 2009