That Touch.

Well it hasn't exactly been lately but i've thought that I'm a closet lesbian or maybe bi, didn't get me wrong, a small part of me likes guys but and even bigger part of me loves women. I can see myself having a long relationship with a women instead of a guy. I've wondered what it would feel like to be with a women they way it would feel to be touched,  and kissed just turns me on. It just would be amazing to me to feel that touch.hat 

emocupcakes emocupcakes
18-21, F
2 Responses Mar 11, 2010

Thats what I think too most my lesbian friends tell me I give off a gay vibe I just always laugh it off I have a lot off people that do comment that they could see me being gay dont get me wrong thats not a bad thing its just confusion like right now I am with a guy but I see me liking girls more and in a long lasting relationship with a girl than a guy i'm sure we would be accepted if any one new but im just afraid of telling anyone this cuz i dont think im going to be accepted.

I feel the same way and I have asked myself that question several times. I have never been in a serious relationship because of that feeling.. That small part of me that likes guys is getting smaller and smaller as I grow up. I`m in a big confusion. I feel lonely and I`m scared of the fact that I won`t be accepted from anybody if they only knew..