If I Could Meet Myself

I often do wonder what it would be like to meet myself? Would it be as bad as I imagine it would be? If I were someone else looking at me, would I see the same ugliness that I feel inside? Would I find myself worth conversation? Or is all that I feel that would be bad really just thoughts racing through my head? Am I as worthless as I think I am? I wonder if people would hate me as much as I hate myself at times?

depressedmommy depressedmommy
22-25, F
Mar 4, 2009