I do the best I can with what I have. I try so hard to not be alone. I don't know what it is about me that people just don't like, and I don't know how to change. I try to connect with people and they want nothing to do with me. I try hard to make friends, I work for all that I want and I get nothing. I don't know what's wrong with me. I don't understand. I feel as if I scream yet no one can hear me. Like I'm invisible, worthless, nothing. I don't like who I am, and I can't be someone else. I hate the way I look, the way I act, the choices I make... I can't take things back that I so deeply regret. It's hard to live with the constant wonder of what could have been if I had just been better in the past, if I had chosen different paths. How much happier I would be now.
tibber4lyfe tibber4lyfe
18-21, F
2 Responses Aug 26, 2014

I was just like you back in the day. I felt the same things, I wish I could go back in time and tell my younger self what I'm about to tell you. You are Worthy - You have to Love yourself - You are Someone - and You are Beautiful. School is a animal in its self. Most will not stick up for you / not even teachers. If no one will stick up for you - You will have to stick up for yourself. There is nothing wrong for sticking up for yourself - You are a person and you have that right - don't let anyone make you think you do not matter because you do. I know it may seem no one likes you - but you will have to just Love yourself. Don't worry about what others think of you - because really it doesn't even matter - what matters is what you think of yourself. Love yourself - I know I've said this many times but it's the most important part - Love yourself, flaws and all - You will be happier if you accept yourself for you and not what others think of you. Do you play sports, art, stuff like that? My point, do the things you love to do - if you are good a sports - try out for the team, if you are good at art - do it. Right now you are living your life according to others - LIve your Life for YOU - You will be happy. I promise - You matter, You are not invisible, You are beautiful.

If you need a friend you can msg me. I'll listen to anything you wish too say.

Thank you so much.

Your welcome. No one should ever be alone. Specially the young or girls.

What about guys? Why are we always left alone.

Guys too. Ive mostly ran into girls that needed help or someone to speak to without judgement.

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