Trying to Balance
I wouldn't really want to know. Okay, maybe a wee thumbs up, off to the side just to give me a rope of hope. But I would live differently knowing and maybe not the way my fate was intended and that would be a life not really lived. So no, I don't want to know.
Still, for me, the tedious component of living in the moment is thinking about the future...and who I am kidding, also the constant garbage stomp of the past is no picnic either.
I wonder for I am human. I don't want to know because I choose to live each moment.