I'm Very Unemotional

After my ex and I broke up, I haven't cried. I've cried 7 months ago, I just don't find anything sad enough. Sure, I get upset, sad and mad still, but never enought for my feelings to actually make me cry!! Even if I try to feel bad or sad, it doesn't work.

In these 7 months I've had 3 boyfriends, but it just never seemed to work. The one cheated on me with my cousin, but after finding that out I just couldn't get upset. I just said "O Well" and moved on. The other ons was a great guy and I could actually see a future, but I just wasn't ready. The other one I'm dating currently and he is a great guy, but I can't see us being together forever. Or I don't know. I'm not taking it too seriously. Just living day by day, but I don't ever get upset about things he does wrong. He always gets upset about me not having feelings.

Why can't I cry or feel?
Should I stay in this relationship (he makes me happy and he's sweet) will everything just get better?
Or should I leave? (I don't want to waste his time)
18-21, F
Jul 29, 2010