I have been married for 20 years. My husband told me when we hooked up that he was unable to have children. At that time (26 years old) I didn't wany children. When I hit 35, all that changed. After 3 failed attempts at artificial insemination, I gave up. I regret not tryig earlier than 35. So now, I need to get over it, yet even at 46 (my birthday is in a week), I still get very depressed and am envious of women my age who have children, of 20 somethings who are pregnant, and I feel inadequate. I need to read that 'magic bullet' that will make me feel better and get me over this self-pity wallowing.