i Dont kno why i bother to do anything anymore...no matter how hard i try....

iM STILL The Exact Person i am..
i hate the way i am
i hate the way i look
i have a low self esteem
i dont kno why i try to do anything =
SourLove SourLove
18-21, F
3 Responses Apr 29, 2007

the bird knows best!

Try this. *Stop*. Do not look at yourself from the outside. Step back inside yourself, because this is where you belong. And look out at the world from the inside. Find something that makes you smile, and sit with it a while. *This* part of your self is perfect, and there is nothing to change ever. The rest, well, we try, and we strive and when things change, they take months, years, decades - but the change itself happens in a moment, and you never see it until it's happened.

Because "trying" is the first step to Improving!!