I know that I was born not becuase my mom wanted me I was born becuase my mom didnt have the money for an abortion and then didnt have the guts to give me up for adoption.. I was a mistake all the way through. My mom didnt want me and my dad has never even cared more than a day I know why I was born but I wornder why I was born into such haterful families? I am in something nice now. My mom is gone its just me and my big bro and my papa but that dosent change anything. I have still had the first 16 years to deal with. I am stil alone in this world. I have a mother who hates me and everything that I am and yet I am getting a chance at a good life. But becuase of my momther I cant accepte it. I dont have to wornder why I was born I know, my mother has made sure of that!