Hurtful Lies

I think the reason I keep a wall up around me is because when I let it down. I always get hurt. I have made what I thought were really great friends and like always, I try to do for my friends. I always find out down the road that the only reason they were friends was to get me to do for them.

I guess I am just gullible, I never seem to see through all the lies they tell until my emotions are all rapped up in the friendship. Why are people like this?

yoreg yoreg
51-55, F
Oct 28, 2007