I Really DoI wonder why I have to struggle so much in order to finally get what I want
and once I get it I really appreciate it a lot.
something I worked hard for
and it seems like there is always obstacles in the way
when there is a light of hope
and when life is treating me good
something has to happen.
I wonder why I cannot have an entire happy moment
why I cannot overwhelm myself with joy
why does the good news don't last that long
every night at my job the same thought comes to my mind
Is this what life has for me?
once again reality hits me
I cannot feel happy for a moment because it will all come down