I Wonder... Simply...

Sometimes I wonder... What is it like to be healthy? To wake up each morning... Go to class... Go to work... Go out with friends...

It's not that I'm sad really. There are far too many blessings in my life for me to ever be depressed. It's just a little hard for me not to wonder about how my life would have been different... Especially now that my friends are graduating college, and getting married. Even my little sister has moved away. I'm supposed to be moving forward too, aren't I? I suppose I am... In my own way...

There must be something about my blood pressure being 62/47 that makes me feel contemplative. I feel slightly terrible, but not quite conscious enough to care. I'm thirsty too, but if I so much as move I'm liable to pass out again. I haven't been able to keep a whole lot in my stomach today.

HalBashes HalBashes
26-30
Mar 6, 2010