If I Stay Alive

if i stay alive then i have to deal with the thought of knowing i am and always will be alone and unloved i only wish that i can be barried next to my husband i didnt want to be barried around others i dont know my mother will be barried next to my father , well my mother in law made it so i cant be barried next to the only person that ever loved me im so sad i cant take the sadness any more dwaine you win i think this is what you wanted more than anything me dead, how can any one be so unloving and evil you have done eveything known to man to hurt me and destroy me well its done.
cutie2christy cutie2christy
36-40, F
May 5, 2012