Time To Say Goodbye

My life has never been perfect, though I've been pretty content with what I've had the past year. But now life has become too agonizing for me, and I feel it's time I say good bye to this world. I don't want to keep on living this way, I just want to lay down forever. I'm not afraid anymore. I'm too numb and empty to feel anything, I just know I hurt inside. I keep thinking things will get better, but they only get harder, and I can't keep hold on anymore. I just can't. And I don't want to bother anyone with my depressing moods or statuses. So this time I'll just hold it all in. I don't know if I can keep on going anymore, I'm just done with life. There's nothing here for me, nothing for life to offer me.
DetachedCitizen DetachedCitizen
22-25, F
2 Responses Sep 25, 2012

Last Seen Jan 15! Great to see you didnt do anything permanent. I random across your post from a circle members feed. Anyway... Its completely random... but write me. I added you to my circle.

please don't give up jess, you're beautiful and young and have a full life ahead of you!. find someone to talk to. life will get better for you in time and you will have alot of ups and downs. everyone here cares and are here to listen and help. i know that i've tried many times to end my life and idk why i didn't die. but you have to realize that people really do care about you. <3 i'm always here if you need to talk to someone.