this time I will just know that I am going to spend some laying down time with him this weekend, and leave it at that... we do get to go and see the fireworks one of the days... which is pretty dang cool...

secret from the crazy vault... when ever I would drop him off at home and make the drive back to my home.. I would let out a few tears.... it was sad leaving him... and knowing what I was going back home to.... but I have been able to grow up a bit from when I first met him.... I am able to feel that co-dependent tendencies start to lessen... I know it is slowly, but I can feel it start to shift... it still sucks leaving him and coming back home to what I deal with here.. but I am coping a lot better now....

This weekend will be filled with writing as well as visiting... he works every day... so I will have loads of time to work on parts of my book... yay....

well time to go...

thanks for reading, and hugs to all who want/need them

-Wendy
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36-40, F
Aug 20, 2014