I Love For No Reason....

i love a man, do everything for him, and he had repeatedly from day one told me he doesn't feel the same.  and it kills me a little everyday.  i really don't even feel like i have a soul anymore. and now he went on a cruise with his family...his sister, mom, kids....but didnt even ask me if i'd want to go and its because i am just a friend to him...but i can't quit..and i slowly die everyday!

OceanicDebris OceanicDebris
31-35, F
4 Responses Mar 23, 2009

This might be something for you to hang onto as you take back your life and self respect from this situation.

I refuse to be broken, unappreciated, used or disrespected.
I will handle my self in such a way that no one can ever do those things
To me again!

(Massy Arsis)

I second Discovery Chick's comment.<br />
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Maybe one day you guys can be friends without feeling that way - but maybe you just need to distance yourself from him for now - and distract yourself with other things in your life.

You can stop loving him if you choose to do so, sweetheart. It won't be easy but you can.

If he acts like that, then he isn't good enough for you. Assuming love has blinded you and ******** you of your pride, I think you should try someone new.