Every Time

When I meet someone I really admire, I am ALWAYS afraid they'll hate me and/or think I'm a giant dork or a creepy stalker, etc. If I am in a public place or at a party and there is a group of people who look like they would share similar interests as me, I NEVER approach them. I'm waaay too intimidated. I feel like I will never be "cool" enough to hang out with people who are "cool" in my eyes.

SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit
36-40, F
4 Responses Mar 8, 2010

You have a lot of ideas to share. Don't worry about others may think of you, however have you thought they may be thinking what you are thinking about them.

^ Isn't it crazy how we do that? <br />
When in real life, who knows, we may get along great. Like when I see someone dressed similar to me or renting the same obscure movie or buying the same obscure magazine, I think, "I bet I'd have lots in common with that person." But am too intimidated to approach them.

I know, I do the exact same thing for some reason....:/<br />
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if I saw you randomly I probably wouldn't approach you since you look really similar to me. lol

^ You're definitely correct- I always enjoy it when strangers approach me and we end up being friends. I'm just such an insecure dweeb. lol