I Can't Help It

I worry about everything, all the time. I have an ulcer and each time I worry, it's like throwing acid on my stomach! I can't help the worrying- I think I have anxiety disorder like my father. He needs medication to relax and think like a normal person. I know I can't save the world, but I somehow feel it's my responsibility to do just that.

SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit
36-40, F
1 Response Mar 5, 2010

Update:<br />
I have decided that I cannot surround myself with negativity and expect to be ok. I have deleted all negative experiences from my profile (though the stories still remain) and I am only allowing myself to speak kindly to my inner self, and rise above the negative aspects of my past. It is working already. I feel better than I ever have because now I love myself. I hope that all of you who feel the way I used to feel find your happiness as well.<br />