Too Scared

 Iworry alot.they think i might have post traumatic stress from all the close calls i have had and the "freaky accidents that nearly killed me."i cant stop worrying,i have to take medicene for it .but it don`t work.

mamaslittlebaby mamaslittlebaby
18-21, M
1 Response Mar 12, 2009

Hey, I've been there. Anxiety and stress will eat us alive. I wish I had some answers for you to cope, but I don't. The worst of it for me, is I feel completely alone and weak because of it. I am a married parent self employed who has done okay work wise, but the rest is a wreck. I have done things out of anger and frustration that lead me here. I hope someone will read my stuff and avoid the things I have done, because I would not wish this pain on another. The ironic part is it is all my doing, and yet I was powerless to act in a better way. I am being treated for some of these issues now, but it's too late. 20 years with the same woman is coming to an end, some of it her fault some mine. We never had a perfect marriage, but we did so much together from nothing to stability. I hope you find relief. PTSD is a real thing, and many people suffer from it whether the military or just every day folks like you and me. So far I have been able to at least admit there are some rational reasons for my irrational behaviors....pray for help reach out and really pray....you have someone who will listen