Anything

So here we are.

Eight years later and I still miss you every day.

I still wake up every morning and expect to see you smiling at me..

I still want nothing more than you lying next to me.

Your smile.

That's what always got me.

Like a little child with his mothers kiss to heal him

No matter how bad the world was, when you smiled everything was going to be okay.

We had so many plans.

We had so many dreams.

You know everyone says that the pain will dull some day.

I say they don't know what the hell they are talking about.

I miss you.

Sometimes I have thought about coming to be with you.

But yeah, you would have kicked my butt for saying stuff like that.

I'm sorry, but you don't know what its like with you not around.

I love you...so much