I Need To Rid Myself Of This Pain.....I would give my life to save any one who wants or needs it. I am at the verge of suicide. I am not woried about what I am leaving behind as it was all taken away from me. My kids, my house, my love of my life, my money, all my stuff does not even matter anymore. I can bear to see how I could start over. I cant work or concentrate as I am falling into depression and I have no one to hold me or help me through this. I committed a self distructive act while I was in depression and am now paying the price. I am loosing all my abilities to think and work as I use to. I had great potential at one time but all I can see now is darkness. It hurts to hang myself and takes to long to do. I want to be quick but I want to give what I have last to any one that wants it. I will give up my life to anyone that needs a heart, lungs, kidney, anything and or everything. I am healthy but in so much emotional pain. I need to end my pain. so I will give up my life to save yours, as long as my life ends right as yours is being saved.
NoComfort 36-40 3 Responses 2 Nov 14, 2010