Sometimes I Want To Go Back And Betray Myself
i feel like i have missed out on a lot. even though im sure all of it would probably have just been random encounters, it still makes me feel like ****. i rarely connect with people. i would kill to find a girl to connect with. i want to know what its like to fall asleep next to her. if i could go back in time i would tell myself how i am now in hopes that i would just say **** it and go for it. try a bunch of stupid stuff that i never did. atleast i would have felt like i lived a little. maybe i wouldnt be so lonely now.