I know he's out there...I can feel him...I always have..I mistook someone else for him. Someone who masqueraded as him, only to turn cruel and hurtful. But, no matter...it only reinforces my belief that he is out there...I can almost taste him, smell him....oh, he's there, alright....I just have to be smart enough to know him when I see him. The one thing my failed relationships taught me was that it's not always the people you expect , who become the most important person in the world to you. It could be the customer who wanders into your store, it may be the friend of your best friend's bf, it may be a mild mannered grocery store employee, or the goofy country boy....life is awash with surpises. I am hoping he turns out to be the man I'm married to now...but my optimism is deminishing by the day.
Whoever you are, I will be looking for you..and trying to look closely..please...look for me with the same determination...I can't wait to be with you!!!!!!!!!!