Not On Purpose.

But i have.useually when i am tired and in a lot of pain.then i spend days and days beating myself up and crying.i never wan`t to hurt pepole .it`s really not in my personality.before i had my accident i never would curse or use any bad names.i don`t know what happened,maybe it`s frustration.whatever it is i wished it would stop,its killing me.

mamaslittlebaby mamaslittlebaby
18-21, M
1 Response Mar 12, 2009

When I had my injury, I ended up being afraid to speak to anyone & drawing within myself for several years then. I am fairly certain I didn't hurt others much, but I certainly hurt myself a whole lot with some self destructive habits<br />
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We all are who we are, beating up on the past can never change it. Blaming myself or others is never going to make me any more or less in pain. I hold a lot of frustration still, about the life I had to give up, & the life of pain it was replaced with. I look normal. I don't feel normal. It can be hard to get over how mean some people can be when they don't understand that someone has lost their health. That is a hurt hard to heal.