Im Alone Forever!

My friends have grown up now.They are not the same people they were.I cant make friends with people my age because honestly I cant stand people my age.My family will never understand what Im going through.They think they do and that they are helping but they are just making my hell of a life worse.The thought of harming myself for attention has always been there.I dont think I will ever do it but no one pays attention to me because Im not interesting like everything else.Im my boring self and will never live up to my outgoing talented sister because Im so ******* shy.I just dont know what to do anymore.What the hell would work?
ImaSecret16 ImaSecret16
18-21, F
2 Responses Jan 19, 2013

You should know that this part of your life is nothing but s snap shot...1 day you will look back to see how far you've come. If you get a minute...Please read "Desiderata" its a not book...just a poem...and there is part in it where it says... "If you compare yourself with others, you will become vain or bitter, for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself". You are loved.

You seem smart enough to know that harming yourself wouldnt get you the type of attention you crave. If it makes you feel any better im sure that im far less interesting than you :p keep your chin up, life always changes with time.