Been Alone For So Long

I've been living alone for so long, right now, I don't even think I would be able to have some one with me. At this point in my life, every guy is the wrong guy. I haven't had many dates in my life. Most of those were out of the fact of "it's what you do in life" But now I realize the "life script" that people say (and believe) you follow is not for me.


As for Mr Right, I was with my last BF the longest. It was about 4-5 months. He wanted to be in constant contact, spending all free time together, doing things together. I'm a very introverted person and he couldn't grasp the fact that I needed time alone from everybody, even him. I look back and think that I should have stayed with him (I broke it off) just so I'd have someone. But then I begin to think of the many ways that he wasn't right for me, even though I beleive that he would have went through hell for me if I asked. I feel relieved that I did break it off. I think I'd be miserable now if I would have stayed with him.

DietIcedTea DietIcedTea
36-40, F
Feb 10, 2009