Scared To Touch

Love is a funny thing. Many have twisted the meaning and tarnished it's purity.
I know that you've been hurt. I know that love, physical love, has been torn apart from you. I know that this will take a long time, but I want to work at it. I am willing to run the extra mile with you. I know that you are scared of people hurting you. I know you trust me and know that I don't want to hurt you. You are so precious to me. So wonderful. I know you wondered if I'd ever want you in that way... You know I do. You know that I want to every bit of you.... but I am scared. when I look at you, I see a delicate flower in my hand. So pure and ,though you may disagree, innocent. ... I don't want to break you. I don't want the past demons to come and frighten you. I don't wish to trigger any of those things. I just want you to experience real love, the love I have for you. As you lay in my arms so silently as you sleep.
Does she know that I respect her? That I'd do anything for her? That I just want to be what she wants me to be? Does she know that I will wait for her? That I will be here when she's ready for such things? Does she feel pressured?
As you lay next to me sound asleep. I listen to you breath, to your little moans and cute little snore. I smile softly. I kiss your forehead and whisper how much I love you, how much I want to make you happy, and that I will always be in your heart.
I close my eyes and pray for sweet dreams of you and I to fill your head. You are my one and only, my Porcupine.

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1 Response May 9, 2012

that was really sweet, what a lucky person she is.