Let Me Out

I close my eyes this evening
Hoping it will be the last
Wishing I'd never again need these muscles
The nerves and cellular communication
To give breath
To give me a body in which to have a life
In this hell enclaved torture device
This world is my worst nightmare
These feelings I have are water boarding
I'd like to close my eyes for the last time
Then look with the other eye
To awaken in my field of dreams
The innumerable rays of contentment which exist there
Have no name or number in my current chamber
Make a deep cut and release me
Let my eyes finally close
Let the karma run out
So I no longer need rebirth
When will this short lived experience
Be over?
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Jun 23, 2013