Pieces Of Me

Pieces of Me
A Poem by Lynn Higgs

Pieces
Pieces of me
scattered all over the place again
I reach to pull
it all together
being one as
everyone around me is
Not sure it will
ever come together
with the fluidity needed
To feel
like a whole individual
this is what was taken
the ability to
feel whole
the pieces fall away once again
it works for a short period
’IT’’S ONLY A word
which reminds me of those times
but it all it takes
for the pieces to separate once more
only to look and see
how they all crach
to the ground
wondering will the time come
FOR HEALING TO COMPLETE
when the pieces will
come together
OR
will I forever be in the mode
of having bits of me
just being
no longer able to move
just being there
no longer able to hide
just being there
no longer able to pretend
its all one person
as the many emotions
wither apart
to revealed
that the pieces are no longer 0ne
but many trying to fit
back into a picture of someone
who will stand against the wave
and no longer go under the water
where I meld
witth the sand
but will be able to be strong
not let the roaR of one word

BLOW THE PIECES FAR APART
LETTING THE ADHENSION FINALLY HOLD
SO THE SOMEONE CAN BE A One AGAIN
instead of just bits of the someone that once was

Lynn Higgs
© 2010 Lynn Higgs
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46-50, F
May 15, 2012