The Heart Knows

~My Heart~

Pain & Issues of the Heart

Yes, my heart knows pain-

the inflictions on my soul.

My heart knows this state of misery.

Neglect, loneliness,-

The vast emptiness.

My bleeding heart hidden within.

deadly wounds,but I am still alive.

Blinded by these wounds-

Lash out -even draw back so you don't get to close.

The lie's masqueraded security.

Silent tears- sustains fears.

Unguarded heart- pain thrives.

Weak, faint- dark despair.

Unhealed- haunted.

Heart's chambers- all in stone.

Screaming- the heartbeat of pain.

Future hope- bleak.

Past hurts- always awake & taunting.

Twisting the heart in knots-

Don't know what to do.

This heart in my chest-

No rest, peace or freedom known.

My life in pretense-

The hidden issues of my heart.

This destructive pain- I only know.

You can not come in.

It hurts to much- don't even touch.

Life's ocean -drowning heart.

My spirit feels almost gone-

Referred pain- all through my veins.

Broken heart- stealing, killing.

In search of the love that can heal my heart.

In my heart this I heard- "Jesus heals broken hearts".

"Jesus here is my heart, take all the pain away-

teach my heart love's healing"

~Heart Rages~

Heart rages- causing feelings of insanity.

Love's clarity- never known.

Possessing this heart- ownership denied.

All the lies, tricks and deceits-

weakens desires.

Do I fight to live- or to die.

Makes no difference-

With this pain, all remains the same.

Ate up like a disease- blackness & hate.

Outcome of heart-attack.

Body taking revenge on the contents of the heart.

Refusing the take over- screaming I want love instead!

I hate this hate,

I hate this pain,

I hate this vicious circle-

I hate it all!

By Heavenbound5511

The heart knows it's own bitterness, and a stranger does not share its joy. Proverbs 14:10
The heart knows (and is acquainted with, recognizes, is instructed by) its own (personal, individual, very own), bitterness (harshness, sourness, hardness), And a stranger (external, alien, unacquainted) does not share (experience, or have a portion of, or receive), its joy (delight, pleasure).

* Only the person with a heart of bitterness knows the pain & hardship of having a- hard bitter heart. A stranger not sharing the same heart of stone/bitterness doesn't even know what that individual is experiencing. They can't not know exactly how they feel.
Only the person with a heart of bitterness can make a choice to no longer be in that state ill well-being- because they know the pain of it. They have to want the pain to stop, leave, and heal. They have to seek freedom.

We can not see the complete condition of a person's heart without being God or that person.

We know our own pain- even if hidden deep inside, we know it's torture and we have to choose to go for our freedom in Jesus. No one can make us free, or even heal us, unless we take that first step and seek Jesus.

The Condition of Our hearts Affects Everything
“God plants dreams in people's hearts. But many people do not continue all the way to the end in order to follow Him to the fulfilment of that dream. Many get started and quit get started and quit get started and quit. They do not continue because their broken heart overwhelms their hope. They do not have any inner strength to carry them through to the end. Jesus will bind up your wounds and heal your bruises. His Word is the medicine for your soul.”
― Joyce Meyer, Beauty For Ashes: Receiving Emotional Healing
Heavenbound5511 Heavenbound5511
36-40, F
Dec 13, 2012