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LOVES Like I Do

ANOTHER CHRISTMAS HAS PASSED. I HAVE TAKEN DOWN THE ORNAMENTS AT LAST. OUR DAUGHTER HELPED ME PUT THEM UP BUT IT TOOK JIM BEAM TO TAKE THEM DOWN. DONT GET YOUR HOPES UP. IM NOT DEPRESSED OVER LOOSING YOU. WHERE DID I GO WRONG OVER PICKING GIRLS LIKE YOU? WHERE ARE ALL THE GIRLS WHO WERE AFTER ME WHEN I WAS MARRIED TO YOU? WHY IS IT SO HARD TO FIND ONE WHO CARES AND LOVES LIKE I DO?      LOVES LIKE I DO WITH MY HEART AND SOUL. WHY DO I BARE MY SOUL AND OPEN MY HEART? WHEN I KNOW FROM THE START THAT NO ONE LOVES LIKE I DO. MY HEART IS BURNING AND YEARNING FOR WARMTH AND PASSION. MY HEART IS ACHING AND BREAKING FROM GIVING AWAY MY LOVE AND COMPASSION...     ITS NOT THAT I MISS YOU OR WANT YOU BACK. I JUST DONT WANT SOMEONE LIKE YOU. I DONT WANT TO BE IN HELL AGAIN. IM NOT AFRAID OF FALLING IN LOVE. IM AFRAID OF THE PAIN, DISTRUST, AND DECEIVING. TO GIVE IT ALL TO OPEN YOUR HEART TO SURRENDER YOUR SOUL. SHOW IMPERFECTIONS. HAS MY WORLD COME TO AN END? OR HAS IT JUST BEGUN? I AMY BE ALONE BUT AT LEAST IM NOT LONELY LIKE I WAS WITH YOU. WILL I EVER TRUST AGAIN? WILL I EVER BE SURE? THERE IS SO MUCH DISHONESTY AND DEFAMATION IN MARRIAGE. NO ONE TAKES WEDDING VOWS SERIOUS. NO ONE SEEMS TO CARE. I WOULD LOVE TO FIND SOMEONE WHO ENJOYS  WHAT GOD HAS PUT BEFORE US AND LOVES LIKE I DO.

IrishEyesTellNoLies IrishEyesTellNoLies 41-45, M Aug 12, 2008

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