Ruined

You ruined me.
In a moment of insanity.
I had the world,
and you took my heart.

I was just a girl.
Filled with hopes and dreams.
Ignorant of lies and scemes.
I was innocent.

You were just a boy.
A genuine and charming boy.
Brown eyes and dark hair.
You were free.

We became friends.
We wanted more.
I was too intimidated,
by the girls next door and then...

I missed... my.. chance.

Before I knew what happened,
I fell in love with you.
You would have seen it.
But I was too afraid.

Now I can't move on.
'Cause all I see is you.
You ruined me.
Because I think you might have loved me too.

I guess I'll never know.
And the seasons will come,
The years will go.
And I will always wonder what could have been.

absolutionist absolutionist
22-25, F
Aug 6, 2010