Emotionless expression

By the look on my face you can not find the feelings I have in my mind.
You might stare at me, but you will never see any emotions, I'm a waveless ocean.
I have kept my feelings to myself.  I stored them away on a back shelf.
Inside I wanted to let you know, but you think my heart is cold.
Constantly in me there is a scream, often I wish it was just bad dreams.
My own heart is ripped apart , but that my love you did not start.
I can not blame you for what I am, but i will remain emotionless
36-40, M
Apr 11, 2012