You Make Me Strong

Do you know what it's like falling into new depths of darkness?
Can't even look in the mirror,
I want to be someone else so much,
do you know what's it like hating yourself?
I'm not who I want to be,
I am my worst enemy.
Wish I could be good enough for you,
don't want to live like this forever.
But if pain is the only I way I can stay connected to you,
I will suffer a thousand deaths,
and shatter my heart into a million bleeding pieces.

Make me feel better,
tell me it doesn't matter who I am.
I surrendered to you after so long,
how can you just throw me away like a used tissue?
You make me feel warm,
you make me feel ice cold.
Don't leave me here alone,
with the shadows closing in on me.
I'm more than a lump of meat,
behind all this skin, this body, this blood.
There's a soul,
crying out with emotions.
Be the one to make it prue again.

You were always the one who was strong,
when I was wimpering and wailing.
You know my weakness,
you are the one I need,
the one who makes me believe and sing at night,
don't leave me for nothing,
I will hold you forever,
I know you better than myself.
You are the missing piece to my spirit,
you make it sour and fly,
makes me smile inside and out.
Never been so sure of anything in my life,
so don't make me stand alone...

mysteryteen mysteryteen
18-21, F
1 Response May 11, 2012

I totally get how you is like you took my mind amd put it into words.... :)