I Write Poetry

Tug On My Heart

By: sexxydiva

Written on September 18th, 2012

Every time I think of you there is a tug on my heart
Pulling,tying,binding not willing to release any part
It's so strong like a magnetic pull and it leaves me wondering will
I ever get over you

I try and play it off like I don't care
Because I know you have forgotten me as if I was never there
And yet my heart looks for you everywhere
I struggle and fight against it but the tug is too strong

The silken melodic strands of your voice echo
While the vision of being wrapped in your arms
Plays over and over in my head
I remember your touch,your kiss
The way your hand felt in mine
I often think of all the good times

There is a tug on my heart and it only beats for you
But when I look back I realize it was what I needed to do
the time that we shared was beautiful and great
However it was only for the moment and had an expiration date

The tug on my heart will never go away
When I think of you and the love I feel will always rang true
But I know I am in a better place without you...

By: sexxydiva

Age: 36-40 , Female

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35 responses

LawyerGuy

Beautiful and yet so achingly sad.

Feb 6
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- sexxydiva
  Heartbreak usually is...however I am glad you thought it was beautiful!! :)
  
  Feb 6
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- LawyerGuy
  We wouldn't really know happiness if we never felt sad sometimes.
  
  Feb 6
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- sexxydiva
  True but I don't have to like it :)
  
  Feb 6
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- LawyerGuy
  None of us like it and yet we set ourselves up for it so often!
  
  Feb 6
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- sexxydiva
  I try to be more pratical and most times I am but sometimes love isn't so neat..
  
  Feb 6
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- LawyerGuy
  Love is so volatile - a little like nitro!
  
  Feb 6
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- sexxydiva
  Especially with a very passionate person such as myself!!
  
  Feb 6
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- LawyerGuy
  :)
  
  Feb 6
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Fuknbored

Love your poetry

Nov 26, 2012
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- sexxydiva
  Thank you!! :)
  
  Nov 26, 2012
  1 like
StormySeasApproaching

If you do not mind I shall reply poetically,
Oh that broken Chasis, how I used to critisize,
always making noises that caused irritation to rise,
To dampen your constant off key melody,
I would play games in focused revilry,
Never realizing that was the devil see,
For what I took as mere annoyance,
was you attempting to keep our raft bouyance,
So that we might float over the waves of turmoil,
And maybe once again make it to dry soil,
So that with these paddles we would not have to toil,
Yet what a fool i was to that to silence you would bring me joy,
For it was not until you jumped ship that I saw the need of your employ,
Now I am paddling alone and still don't see land,
And the charted destination I am not certain of for it was with your help planned,
So that now the currents of the weary world has pushed my raft back where I began.
I liked your poem, but its best feasted on with a new poem.

Nov 21, 2012
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- sexxydiva
  Its best the way I felt it and wrote it. Thanks for reading
  
  Nov 21, 2012
  1 like
Dreampoet

Very nice Sexxy

Nov 20, 2012
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- sexxydiva
  Thanks Dream
  
  Nov 20, 2012
  1 like
tvyatm

The poem hits home to me from his perspective. It was her that left me devastated. After ten years I have moved on, but my heart still aches for her. She attempted to contact me recently. I ignored her call. My new love deserves better than that. Will our hearts ever stop hurting?

Nov 17, 2012
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- sexxydiva
  I feel that you did the right thing by not answering her call. They will always be apart of us and be bitter sweet. However be thankful the love you have now. Thanks for your comments.
  
  Nov 17, 2012
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affinityterra

Better to love and lost than to have never loved at all, as the saying goes. Nicely written.

Nov 2, 2012
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- sexxydiva
  Thank you..it actually was for the best..:)
  
  Nov 2, 2012
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partytested

wow

Sep 27, 2012
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- sexxydiva
  Glad you like it!!
  
  Sep 27, 2012
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drx1

I can relate to this poem,its meaningful for me

Sep 20, 2012
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- sexxydiva
  Thank you.
  
  Sep 20, 2012
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Becnme

Sad but true. It echoes my life too. Thanks for sharing.

Sep 19, 2012
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- sexxydiva
  Thank you for reading it and commenting!! I hope everything gets better for you.
  
  Sep 19, 2012
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ronanp

A lot of regret in that poem, SD

Sep 19, 2012
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- sexxydiva
  No regret,It just wasn't meant to last forever..But it was good while it lasted :)
  
  Sep 19, 2012
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- ronanp
  I'm happy for that
  
  Sep 19, 2012
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- sexxydiva
  Thanks for looking out for me :)
  
  Sep 19, 2012
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Dreampoet

Sad and yet beautiful at the same time. I am very impressed. I totally understand how you feel too.

Sep 19, 2012
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- sexxydiva
  Thank you for reading. I am glad you liked it :)
  
  Sep 19, 2012
  1 like
daveal

Sad and beautiful at the same time. Love can hurt but it is always a precious thing.

Sep 18, 2012
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- sexxydiva
  So true it was sad and beautiful. However I cherish the experience.
  
  Sep 18, 2012
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tigermoth1234

Beautifal poem though bittersweet.

Sep 18, 2012
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- sexxydiva
  Thank you so much :)
  
  Sep 18, 2012
  1 like

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