Bittersweet

Bittersweet


I need you
I need you to know
Why I do the things I do , why I say the things I say
Why.... I'm so afraid
So uncomfortable in my own skin
No matter what I do
I just can't seem to win

I feel as though I sink before I can even begin to swim
The things that used to excite me don't seem to mean a thing

So alive
Yet dead inside
So I sleep
Erasing time

Bittersweet

What have you done to me?
You were my everything
My best friend
Now I can't seem to let you go

You took my spirit
You loved me dearly
You kept me lonely
Yet I felt so complete

I became your slave

Bittersweet
This feeling still lingers
Me and you
You and me
Between the sheets
Forever dreaming

You bring me down
You keep me high
You bring me up
I hate you so much

You were nothing but lies
Wrapped up beautifully
In sweet disquise

I am much stronger now
You can never win
I've finally let go
No more pain

Yet
You still have a hold on me
My tears
Still flow like rain
My mind
You still control
My body
Still knows
My spirit
You stole

Bittersweet


I love you
I hate you
All you do is hurt me
I need you

You taste so good
Yet all you do is poison
Why is it that everything I do I just can't let go of you?
You made me feel like I was ONE with the entire universe
But
Now I can see that all your intentions were perverse
You pulled me up , put me in reverse

I tried to run
You found me
I tried to hide
You were always there
Sweet promises
They mean nothing

Aches and pains
You took them all away
I felt so complete
You made my day

Then all of a sudden
I realized you weren't here anymore
Then came the rain
And it was storming


I feel so lonely
I am not who I used to be

Pain
I feel it so much more
I am hurting
You took my body
You stole my soul

Yet
I still love you so

I still remember that blissful feeling
I can still feel you
Inside of me

Running through my vein


Bittersweet....





nadiajen07 nadiajen07
26-30, F
1 Response Dec 8, 2012

well said..