*****....

Wish I could just let it go
Left with a legacy of hate
I wish for blissful indifference
And the clarity that came too late

I know I was a fool
A victim of duplicitous ways
How did my life become a cliché?
Submerged in a chemical haze

I must have been so lonely
A part inside that I mislaid
How it is that time has passed
And yet I still feel so betrayed

Overwhelmed by your beauty
Failed to see the creature inside
A creature lacking empathy
A creature that constantly lied

You have become my vile muse
A broken thorn under my skin
That burrowed into my heart
And poisoned me within
drewdroo drewdroo
31-35, M
Dec 8, 2012