I Want To Say What's On My Heart.
I want to say what's on my heart. From every hole,to every scar. The hole you left me,leaving and going,you never did return,for when you did you were different.. You were.. lost in a way. You hated me because I chose him. You tried to hurt him until the end. I never said your name,only cursed the dread I felt inside. I don't regret leaving you,for it was better for me. You took my heart and split it open,without a care in the world. He took my heart and mended it,and set it free. You chained my heart up,and made it bleed and cry with sorrow. He made my heart soar,he made it new again. He did what you could never do,he loved me trough and trough. You pushed me in the darkness,only to cry alone. He let me out into light,and comforted me when I cried. You hitted on other girls. While he stayed loyal to me. You never kissed me,not once. He did in my dreams. You care not for what I feel. He cares more than the world. You never talked,not a word. He went on and on,he talked and talked pausing to see if he was boring me. You were never there,not a day,not a year. You left me in the shadows,to rot alone in the darkness forever. He is my light,he set me free. He lives within my heart. Since you've been gone,I've learned to love. I've learned to love him. As I said before,you were never there. But he is he's Always there. He's the one I chose. He's the one I love. Not you.