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Lifepains

Think nothing.
Do nothing.
Just deal with boredom
Endure empty space
Tension around
Lurking threats
Avoid eyes
Evade approaches
Fight words
Shout them out
Fight for your right
Hit the air
Beat against the wall
Break the attack
Explode rage
Hurl it back
Slam it shut
Pump it into music and movement
Throb it into your blood
Smash it with your fists
Until your bones crack
Until your mind spins
Until your heart breaks
Until you stumble
Your muscles strained with pain
Your soul hurt
You find yourself running
Against an ever-moving tide
On the spot
Sweating desperation
Gasping for air
Letting go
Falling, falling
Giving up your body
Staring in your own face
Dropping tears
Crying away anger
Weeping for help
Gazing away fears
Lying still
Dry
Alone
Lifeless
Hopeless
And left over
And
Over.

And it doesn't help
And it doesn't end.

And
Who is coming around?

It's love. It's Love!

...

It's not love.
But don't give up
Somehow.
Merinder Merinder 46-50, M Feb 14, 2013

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