I Write Poetry
Where do you think I should place all my time
In a kiss her lips this one last wish
Should I rip out my heart and offer it whole
Should I share in this dream or continue to carry the toll
Should I share all my screams that keep me up in the night
Should I tell her this dream is also my fright
Should I swallow my fears and offer my heart
Or should I just carry on and let it tear me apart
She's loved by the man she doesn't know exists
I'm just too cowardly to tell her this
I love her more than she'll ever know
I'm just a stranger with a silent woe
Each new day feels like forever
Oh I beg to return back to never never!
I plead to be taken from this world gone awry
Please sprinkle pixie dust and away I shall fly
The rose my quill which forces this shrill
With the blood of these veins I let my heart spill
Sitting with the tapping of my finger tips
Pondering how it all came to this
Where the hell went the plan amid all this chaos
And is Satan the one that will one day claim us
How shall I bring hope amongst all of my despair
And how through this fury shall I bring you care
How to bring life to dead and make you feel alive
How while carrying this pain shall I help you thrive
Why does your pain come first
Why do I matter the least
And why in my rage do I think of your peace
I maybe a bastard with no smiles to spare
But even the broken can show care
I'm just an obsesser here my sharing my grief
Disdained by a dream which once granted relief
Read me losing my soul from this hope now crushed
Drowning in mourn over a heart not touched
From Never never to nevermore
Who once was a vision the muse of my lore
Now with disgust on rant on this *****!
How can I love who hurts me so
And why must I still damned by her glow
Infinite pain by 3 words not spilt
My fear of her glory has brought forth this wilt
don't want to lose heart
I don't want her to hurt
I don't want to be dead without showing my worth
She's a beauty of a woman the source of my fear
But by this stranger she's loved most sincere
My last confession here dying for you
Oh my love to the one that I never knew
This rose a tease of who I don't have
Here I shall die conveying this drab
Alas it's time I've let it all unveil
You were my love and my greatest fail
You were the fear I cherished in shame
The love I wanted but too scared to claim
Here i now die exposing this want
The woman I worshiped but could not confront
Please read my last triumph this one's made for you
Oh an ode to the one I never knew
In a kiss her lips this one last wish
Should I rip out my heart and offer it whole
Should I share in this dream or continue to carry the toll
Should I share all my screams that keep me up in the night
Should I tell her this dream is also my fright
Should I swallow my fears and offer my heart
Or should I just carry on and let it tear me apart
She's loved by the man she doesn't know exists
I'm just too cowardly to tell her this
I love her more than she'll ever know
I'm just a stranger with a silent woe
Each new day feels like forever
Oh I beg to return back to never never!
I plead to be taken from this world gone awry
Please sprinkle pixie dust and away I shall fly
The rose my quill which forces this shrill
With the blood of these veins I let my heart spill
Sitting with the tapping of my finger tips
Pondering how it all came to this
Where the hell went the plan amid all this chaos
And is Satan the one that will one day claim us
How shall I bring hope amongst all of my despair
And how through this fury shall I bring you care
How to bring life to dead and make you feel alive
How while carrying this pain shall I help you thrive
Why does your pain come first
Why do I matter the least
And why in my rage do I think of your peace
I maybe a bastard with no smiles to spare
But even the broken can show care
I'm just an obsesser here my sharing my grief
Disdained by a dream which once granted relief
Read me losing my soul from this hope now crushed
Drowning in mourn over a heart not touched
From Never never to nevermore
Who once was a vision the muse of my lore
Now with disgust on rant on this *****!
How can I love who hurts me so
And why must I still damned by her glow
Infinite pain by 3 words not spilt
My fear of her glory has brought forth this wilt
don't want to lose heart
I don't want her to hurt
I don't want to be dead without showing my worth
She's a beauty of a woman the source of my fear
But by this stranger she's loved most sincere
My last confession here dying for you
Oh my love to the one that I never knew
This rose a tease of who I don't have
Here I shall die conveying this drab
Alas it's time I've let it all unveil
You were my love and my greatest fail
You were the fear I cherished in shame
The love I wanted but too scared to claim
Here i now die exposing this want
The woman I worshiped but could not confront
Please read my last triumph this one's made for you
Oh an ode to the one I never knew
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