Never

 There is absolution within this chaos

 

             these feelings are intrinsically buried

Wrapped around this

                      Grief debris

                                 is the dream that will never be

Subconscious emptiness

                       quickens my life

the Malignancy of loss

                       is the disease of my future

A mistress to mislay......I am

                       a dying enigmatical waif

Curled around my afflictions

 

and lost in the anguish of

                                        Never

 

invisiblewife invisiblewife
41-45, F
3 Responses Feb 10, 2009

do you have a publisher?

Bent.....yes .....I believe that it did.....I wrote this a couple of years ago....I am really good at expressing it through the written word......anywhere else......not so much! :)

Deepsea....thanks for the empathy and understanding...I am working on escape....I really am..